I was actually trying to be a good employee today and decided to post in my blog after office hours. I was starting to feel guilty about spending so much time on my new addiction, posting in jenjenplace and also blog-hopping so much and leaving trails of comment all over the bloggers world. Yah, I think my work performance has dropped too. Really bad for a almost-perfectionist like myself..sigh!!! Also, I think people are starting to notice that I am slower in my response than usual!!
But now I have changed my mind! hhmppff!! I am again being kek tiok by someone that we nickname as Obi (Obi = black rice = black face???). This obi is someone that ask questions but dont really listen to the answer UNLESS it is the answer that she expects or want to hear! I mean she literally listen but does not listen. Just recent days, another colleague secretly told me that she is trying to change her attitude and I honestly believe it. I can see that she is dressing slightly different and dont pester us as much. But I guess it is just calm before storm... Starting this morning, she officially decides that I am her 'pet' again that she can pester anytime she wants and ask questions that is so mind boggling SIMPLE that I just open my mouth and look at her with my shocked facial expression!
Sigh....I guess I need to learn to be less aggressive and expressive. Need to learn to hide my emotion when dealing with her. After all, the is my superior and my increment will depend almost 100% on her! Hence, a gentle reminder to myself, just say yes and look blur again!~!!