Steaming My Head

I am trying really really hard not to complaint here about obi especially since I know that some of the readers here are people that actually know me and her. But I really really can't stop myself especially when I am still steaming (actually can feel the heat and steam from my head while I am sitting here fuming). I mean I really shouldn't be bothered. After all, in less than 6 weeks I will be out of here and this is no longer my problem. But having said that, I simply beh tahan larr (cannot stand it!!). Really really feeling very frustrated.

After all this time, more than one year of being the person-in-charge of a department is the frontliner that deals with customers from all over the world, you would think that she will at least be more people oriented. I do understand that sometimes engineers have less people skill and is not as diplomatic as need to be when dealing with customers but by Godsake, at least have some common sense! Here we are, trying desperately to get through to the conference center for the last half and hour. Shouldn't that be the priority first, i.e. to try and get through to the customer by hook or crook instead of asking me to list down passdown materials!

For goodness sake, I am not leaving tomorrow or next week. There is still more than one month to go! On top of that, have a little trust. After more than one year having me as the subordinate, at least have faith that I will make sure that I do a proper job for the next one month and do a clean passdown to whoever is taking over. I know my responsibilities and I owe g-man that much! I do not need everything I do and explained checked especially by asking others whether this is correct.

Arrrggghh!!!! God, please grant me patience and kindness in my heart......