NOTHING and ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!

Your horoscope for February 18, 2009 
This would be a good day to stay home and putter about the house, Jen. It is not a good day to travel or to begin any major projects. This could be just the excuse you have needed for taking a day off from your life! If you can, don't answer the phone or fulfill any obligations whatsoever. Simply stay put and tackle some minor household chores. If even that is too much, then curl up with a cup of tea and a good book.

SIGH!!!!!! I wish I saw this YESTERDAY and then I would have applied for the leave or just simply work from home. As it is, I have really really alot of stuff to do today and it has been a really good day so far. Good as in time flies by and boss listen to what I have to say and so on. Everything is smooth except for....sigh..silent war! Not going to bore you guys by mumbling about it. Instead, will stay focus on doing NOTHING except curl up with a cup of something and read a good book! 

I finally complete my Stephanie Meyer collection! Yup, got all 4 books: Twilight, Breaking Dawn, Eclipse and New Moon. I also got one of her new book, The Host. Have not started reading it yet. Want to save it for the trip to Genting this weekend with my parents and sis. Not sure babe will go or not in his present mood and I am not in the mood to be the one to give in again just to pursuade him to go. So, a good book in a cool cafe at a refreshing misty location in Genting is definitely something to look forward to.

Have not been doing that for awhile. Everyday has felt like a marathon of no rest and non stop repetition of sleep, office work, housework, eat, sleep and the cycles go on. I remember that I used to love 'dissappearing' somewhere with a good book and simply indulge. Used to just take leave from work without telling babe or my family. And then will go to one of those air-conditioned cafe (usually Coffeebean laaa) and indulge in a cup of ice blended and super rich chocolate cheese cake. Then imagine myself in some unknown foreign place having some me-time with my books!

Of course cant do this too often lar. I dont think my purse or stomach can take so much abuse! haha! Anyway, since coming to KL, although there are many more places better than Coffeebean, somehow, just never got the time or opportunity to do this. I mean, I can just apply for leave and go to 1u to do what I want to do. But somehow doing that, I feel as if I am cheating on babe. Am I silly? Perhaps I am. I mean, surely I deserve some me-time too?

I think of myself as a extrovert or else I wont be able to be a planner/customer service and be really good at it (Or maybe I pretending to be?). But sometimes, I like to be a introvert too. Meaning just wondering off and do what I want and buy what I want and eat what I want. I dont even mind going to the movie alone occassionally. Or just stay at home and do absolutely nothing and not worry that there are still housework to do. Sigh!! No kids and already worry like this. How to have kids?

WILL SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO RELAX??? Life is too short lar!