Exhaustion without reason...

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SOOOOOO BORED!!! I dunno what to do. Need to motivate myself to do my work ler. Simply not in the mood. I rather stay at home and sleep! So so tempted to tell boss that I need to go home early and then just go back! But I worry after go back, see the apartment so messy, will start cleaning the apartment up instead of sleeping. I have work to do but not super urgent stuff but still work lar. I want to finish them but wahh..someone KICK me!

Feeling really tired and legathic this few days. Perhaps it is almost that time of the month. Feel really really like sitting down and do nothing at all. So much so that last night, I told babe that I dont think I got the energy to cook dinner and can we please go out. I hope I will feel more up to it tonight. I really feel like eating homecook food but the thought of going home and doing the damn clean up after cooking is just too mind tiring! And of course, there is babe's work clothes to iron. I know I should have done it during the weekend and get it over with but as I said, just too tired lar.

In fact, I feel so tired that I actually stopped halfway while I was updating the blog! Now, all those that been reading my blog will know that I usually post something almost everyday. Sometimes more than once a day. I will definitely post something unless I am too occupied or am travelling. So, for me to have free time on hand and yet not post anything, definitely abnormal for me!

I actually feel tired just thinking of the cleaning up that I am planning for the apartment this weekend. So much so that I actually tell babe we should get a cleaner in at lease once a month to help do spring clean and thoroughly clean the apartment. But as usual, since not him the one that does it usually, he said no need. Sigh! A long time ago, I decided that since he cant help to keep the place clean, I will not bother as well. It is only when I cannot stand it anymore, than I will take the vacuum and mop up. That is when I will show him my sour face and wont bother to cook him anything.

But I guess I will be extra good this weekend since Saturday is Valentine's Day. Not sure yet what we want to do on that day. Not even sure that panda will be getting me anything but I did hint to him that I dont need anything monetary. Just him promising to take over the household chores like ironing and washing up after meals for a week is sufficient for me. Yup, I am a simple gal! Babe, if you are reading this, this is a very very DIRECT HINT!!!